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| Wednesday, November 4th, 2009 | | |
Posted on November 04, 2009 @ 11:54 pm
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Day 4
A big cinnamon donut entirely full. Great Harry, it’s Jake! King Lewis made nothing. Or pie. Quota rests safely. The undead venison wonders… “Xylophone?” Yes! Zebra. The alphabet is wonderful. Animated elephant, I own underpants. Vocals? What vocals? All I’ve got’s a “Why?” One, two, three, four… Gibberish is fun! Five, six, seven, eight. Eight what? Spider’s legs? The lion and the zebra both went to the zoo. There they met the rooster saying “Cock-a-doodle-doo!” Why go to the suburbs when you can go to the zoo? It’s much fun, I tell you. It’s the best thing that you’ll do. Gibberish! Word count: 101 Current Mood: bouncy |
| Tuesday, November 3rd, 2009 | | |
Posted on November 03, 2009 @ 11:54 pm
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Day 3
I have no idea what to write about. Insipid, tasteful – seriously? Maybe I should write about a blanket. Or maybe I should write a song. Okay, I admit it – I’m cheating on today’s nano. I have no inspiration at the moment, I can’t comply to prompts. I have homework to do. Essays to write, books to read, sleep… I’ve been thinking about this lately: maybe I’m not cut out to be a writer. Before, it was all I ever dreamed of. Now? I’m just too busy. My muse is gone. I’m no longer as compelled to write as I used to be. I wonder what fate has in store for me now. I don’t know if I’m making much sense. I’m sleepy. Word count: 122 :P Current Mood:  tired |
| Monday, November 2nd, 2009 | | |
Posted on November 02, 2009 @ 9:30 pm
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| Thursday, October 8th, 2009 | | |
Posted on October 08, 2009 @ 5:27 pm
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Highlight of my month =)
Life has been hectic, but there has been a highlight! I saw my bestest friends from highschool for the first time in over a year! Yaaaay! We had a small class reunion (nerds only, though!) this month and it was awesomeeee!
For the record, I'm the one with the crazy hair. =P SO WEN AM I GON GIT MARRID!?!?!?!?!??!?'1'1'1'1one1'1 I've got so. much. homework.</div> Current Mood:  busy |
| Friday, August 21st, 2009 | | |
Posted on August 21, 2009 @ 7:49 pm
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Decision
I got my period today, and missed work because of it. The pain was so intense that I literally had to call crying to tell my boss that I wouldn't be able to make it to work. I can't handle this, and I don't think I have to. So I write this post just to let the world know that I am officially adopting Seasonique (or any other cheaper medication) as my new personal mighty savior. Monthly periods, I give thee my finger. Any complaints, you may take them to my ass, for my uterus and its immediate surroundings are hereby off limits to you and your kind. My endometrium has filed a restraining order against you. My ovaries would rather wither away and die with their ovums intact rather than dealing with your horrible presence. I am a woman under the age of 35 who would like to reap the benefits of being young and not smoking. Those benefits include less chances of serious complications such as heart attacks and strokes caused by birth control. My face might get acne, my body might get fat and I might be able to fashion a mustache due to excessive hair growth but I would rather be confused with an overweight teenage male than deal with more than 12 periods a year every single year for as long as I'm fertile. 21rst century, I welcome thee and accept you into my life. I beg the pill to be merciful and to accept this unworthy follower without the pains of too many secondary effects. If you do this, I swear to be good. I will try to be healthier in life and adopt a more active lifestyle. I will go to the beach every weekend, if I must. I will donate my Kotex pads to the less fortunate. I will stop asking my fiancé to go to hell and wish harm to his prostate and other reproductive organs every time it is "that time of the month". I hate you, periods. See you in hell. -Yinyx Current Mood:  free |
| Monday, February 2nd, 2009 | | |
Posted on February 02, 2009 @ 1:50 am
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I HAVE BEEN A SLAVE.
To school, homework and fiancé.
[Not that I'm complaining much about the fiancé bit... But still. I haven't seen my friends in ages -- even my online friends have said I've been away for too long!]
Aaaaaanyway...
I better update this. With stuff.
...but it's 3 in the morning.
I gotta get up at 7 am, so I can visit fiancé at 10 am [he quit his job yay he's free and hopefully happy but oh so much more time-consuming now!], so I can then go to uni at 1 pm, do some reading, start classes at 2:30 pm, end class time at 5:20 pm, go to the library, do some more reading, go home, more reading, eating, fiancé might visit, reading, bed.
So that then tomorrow I can get up early, visit fiancé [probably], hopefully get some more reading done at his house, start writing the 4 short blurbs I have to write for my English class, go to class at 2:30 pm, get out at 4 pm, maybe probably go visit fiancé again, go home, eat, finish the writing stuff for English class, read for Spanish class and maybe History of PR class, take short break, read for History of England class, bed.
And repeat.
Repeat.
Then it's Friday - school at 10 am, get out at 1 pm, hopefully go shopping with a friend who needs a sweater, see fiancé, then bed!
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The good part? With ALL THE STUFF I've been having to do, time flies! |
| Friday, November 21st, 2008 | | |
Posted on November 21, 2008 @ 3:52 pm
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I haven't updated in like FOREVER!
...And I still don't feel like writing much. Of anything. I've got a terrible, terrible writer's block.
Also, I'm upset because some friends went to see Twilight yesterday WITHOUT ME, when I didn't see the movie FOR THEM (as they were supposedly busy and had aked me to wait until Saturday to go with them). >:|
Aaaaanyway... What is there to say? The boyfriend is good (and I'm extremely nervous... I'm meeting his mom for the first time this weekend). School is... okay (I've dropped out of TWO classes! :( ). I haven't seen any of my friends in months (as it always happens during the school semester). And... Um... I can't wait for Christmas break!!
I haven't read much or done much in the past few months. The boyfriend and I go out every weekend, and it's starting to worry me that the poor man might be giving up his social life just because we're currently obsessed with each other. I have no social life, so I don't mind spending lots of time with me, but if he starts losing any of his friends, I'm forcing him to spend time on his own. [*does not want any of boyfriend's friends against her*] >_>'
Today is Friday but I do not feel like going out. I'm secretly hoping the boyfriend doesn't have anything planned so I can just go take a nap at his place. His bed is awesomer than mine... It has Sponge Bob sheets. xD Current Mood:  angry |
| Saturday, July 26th, 2008 | | |
Posted on July 26, 2008 @ 5:52 am
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I CRIED DURING THIS
This is a very, very, VERY beautiful and sad video that I just saw tonight and I LOVED, LOVED, LOVED! The Little Match Girl -- a Disney video based on a story by Hans Christian Andersen.
Current Mood:  smitten |
| Tuesday, July 8th, 2008 | | |
Posted on July 08, 2008 @ 7:54 pm
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My English teacher once said...
... that the whole IQ thing was no longer valid (or something). And I know that I really shouldn't take online quizzes or tests that seriously, but still. WTF.  Free-IQTest.net - Mensa IQ Test Current Mood:  O_o |
| Monday, July 7th, 2008 | | |
Posted on July 07, 2008 @ 9:43 am
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“What choo bin dooin’, Yinix-chan?”
xD I haven’t been here in like forever, have I? Sooo… Quick update! What have I been DOING!? - Reading fanfiction. Death Note fanfiction, to be precise. Mikanis is a DEITY; Serria is her/his spawn; Her Sweetness and MysteriousPenname are archangels, and darn it, I want to be able to write good too! - Writing Fanfiction. Or, well, trying. No good at it. I have like 1,000 words for the next chapter of *****, but that’s about it. Also, I’m toying with some ideas for this new fic… Which sounds great, but is really not. Why? Because I’ve just realized that, if I ever get to writing it, it will be EPIC. [And sort of dealing with my personal fear of FAILURE, which is always bad.] Writing a horror story full of drama and angst, all revolving around what you personally fear the most? Uuh… No good. No good at all. Especially since it would be having a sequel [that would be even WORSE]. O_e …And this is why I need a muse to tell me what to write about; my brain is far too messed up for good fic writing. - Going outside. With family. Noooooooo! I see these people every day even if I’m not on holidays! I want to see some FRIENDS, darn it! WHERE ARE THEY!?!?!?!? - Meeting new people. …Online. xD BUT! This time they be people who live in Puerto Rico, so I actually has a chance of meeting them! That’s nice… Right? Right!? Meeting 4 new different people during summer is good, yes? - Studying. Science stuff. xD I want to get some learning done before I’m forced to actually learn it all in college. Me no likey when I’m forced to do things, no. It baaaad. So reading science books and classic books and learning a bit about sociology and history and stuff nao, ok? - Doing my best not to be a heartless psychopath. Because I do that when I’m bored for long periods of time. I play with people, noooo! And I’m not doing it again, so… Uh… Maybe more Internet time is in order. >_> - Considering getting a job. But I still have to write my resume for that. Darn it. - Sleeping. A lot, and then not at all, and then going through a day or two of normal sleeping before I sleep a lot again. …It’s annoying. - Having a really boring life. *cries* I must use the phone soon to call some friends if I want to see them this week. I must use the phone soon to call some friends if I want to see them this week. I must use the phone soon to call… Some friends… But I HATE using the phone. Even if I got a shiny pretty new one (that is RED! xD). Ugh… Why can’t my friends call me!? They know how I’m like around phones and stuff. But nooo, I’m the one who has to organize our outings, apparently. Because they hate me. And I love them back. ;_; Current Mood:  bored |
| Sunday, June 15th, 2008 | | |
Posted on June 15, 2008 @ 9:58 pm
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Today was a good day
And now I’m so, so tired. xD Went to the pool! Stayed in the pool until the sun went down! Absorbed precious carcinogenic sun rays, and LOVED it. And now I’m watching Pinky and the Brain. =D
And a mini fic rant real quick and then I’m done: I can’t write anything. Words just don’t come out. It’s been a week since I last updated, but… Blegh. My mind is being difficult. Current Mood: content |
| Saturday, June 14th, 2008 | | |
Posted on June 14, 2008 @ 8:28 pm
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Pool, pool, beach...
An extremely short update on life before I go to bed:
x Pool - I went to the pool yesterday; will go again tomorrow. Finally, something to do this summer!
x Beach - I will either go to the beach next weekend with some friends or I will kill them. Enough said.
x Hair - Been thinking about dying it. Dying it RED. =D Wouldn't that just be so much fun!? I hope I can do it this summer... Will probably do so the week after this next one, if I can. x3
x Fanfic - Thirty. Reviews. For two chapters and a prologue. And they are all good reviews, yay! I have never had a fanfic story be this successful since that one time... And it sort of annoys me how I tend to write decent enough fanfiction when I write for accounts I have sworn not to tell my friends about. Darn it.
x Fanfic v. 2 - Mikanis is the greatest fanfiction writer that has ever lived and she should be updating Morning Star and Ashes to Ashes any day now, because I have faith! I will probably go insane when it finally happens and then hopefully be able to read right away. If I am away from my laptop when she updates, I will use my phone, damn it. I have been checking my e-mail compulsively during these past few weeks and God, do I love her [or him... for I do not really know if it's a he or a she but, in my mind, it is a she, since most fanfic writers are of the female variety]. [/fangirl]
x Misc. - KUNG FU PANDA IS ONE OF THE GREATEST. MOVIES. EVER! And I am so glad I saw it. And now, I must hurry and write something before I go to bed! Church (eugh) and then pool time tomorrow! P.S.: Interesting fact!: I have recently discovered that my body tans, yet my face burns. Coincidence? I think NOT! The aliens must have done it. Current Mood: busy |
| Saturday, May 31st, 2008 | | |
Posted on May 31, 2008 @ 1:46 am
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I have news!
...to keep me away from horrible things. Although these news are pretty bad, too. xD
I got my grades today. All A's... except for my Humanities class, where I got a B. This is annoying me to no end right now; it seems like I'll never be able to get straight A's ever again!
So right now my GPA is 3.81, which is not exactly Summa Cum Laude. :( I might even have lost my chance... But I won't allow any more B's from now on, anyway, I swear. I'll study this time! (And I mean it, too.)
Not getting A's makes me sad. D: But at least I got more A's than I had expected!
[I'm making no sense. I'm tired, nervous, and worried as heck. xD Oh, God... What have I gotten myself into...] Current Mood: disappointed |
| Tuesday, May 27th, 2008 | | |
Posted on May 27, 2008 @ 8:35 pm
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Huh.
I don't think I could be happier... But somehow, I think I feel depressed. It hurts, and I feel like crying, and it's really hard to talk or be useful, so...
I don't know. It's odd. Yesterday, I was invited to the beach by a group of friends. I told them I'd go; it was supposed to be today. But then I got my period... Ugh. So now I have the swimsuit, the beach bag, the sandals (all bought yesterday), the car and the time... But I can't go. Stupid, stupid bleeding.
I would write fanfiction, but I don't know. I just can't get the words out. I can't get anything out, really. So I've just been sitting here, reading a book (Crime and Punishment) and trying to ignore whatever this is.
(Maybe I'm sick.)
(Maybe I'm bored.)
(Maybe I'm just dissapointed.)
Whatever this is, it's extremely confusing.
I need to get over this quick so I can be useful again.
Current Mood: confused |
| Sunday, May 18th, 2008 | | |
Posted on May 18, 2008 @ 12:52 am
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NEAR'S CREEPY SMILE I FOUND IT YES!!!!
It was on today's Death Note episode. I nearly squee'd when I saw it. (But refrained, as I had my father awake and in the same room). xD
Near. Is. LOVE.
^ That's the second part of the 30th episode. Found it on youtube because youtube is awesome. Near's smile can be found from 2:10 until 2:25. xD
He's got such an "Aha! I win and now you're doomed!" smile. It freaks me out because it's just not right but at the same time adorable. <3
Near is lurve.
And now I must study. D:
Current Mood: happy |
| Saturday, May 17th, 2008 | | |
Posted on May 17, 2008 @ 3:24 pm
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Wheeeee!
Summer is almost here! I'm going to the beach, fuck YEAH! xD
-ehem-... O.o
So the summer holidays are ALMOST HERE and I only have two finals to take this Tuesday and then IT'S OVER! Here are my predictions of what grades I'll get, just for fun [and torture]:
Social Sciences: a B or a C! [I HATED THIS SEMESTER]
Humanities: B!
Spanish Literature: A! Yaay!
Philosophy: 100/100 A because our professor thinks we're all retarded, yay!
History of Puerto Rico: B!
So I'm basically kind of a B student now. Hurraaay! xD I had accepted it... But then the National Society of Whatever [some Honor... Student... thing] sent me an invite to become a member and I know I'll most likely get thrown out once they see my grades this time. =D
(*is not so happy about that*)
But it's SUMMER! It's MAY! I'll be FREE soon, and I get to go to the beach with my friends! (Which is something I actually had to beg for... Crazy over-protective parents; I've made the mistake of not getting them slowly used to me asking permission for those kind of things -neverreallyshowninterestingoingtothebeachbefore-).
Ah, I'm having some extra difficulties when it comes to trying to force me study. xD
So what have I been doing lately? College work, sleeping, being HAPPEH for the future freedom. The muses are gone. I have ideas - but no way to write them down. Plot but no style or will to write them down. Yay. :D
(So maybe this means I'm a bit depressed for some reason? Meh, probably not.)
Will be free soon. Will be free in 4 days. YES. *makes no sense* :3 Current Mood: cheerful |
| Monday, May 5th, 2008 | | |
Posted on May 05, 2008 @ 11:41 pm
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OH MY GOD
The Truman Show is LOVE.
I just finished watching it! omgomgomg! xD
Christof is one of the GREATEST. VILLAINS(?). EVER!
And this is a really awesome movie. xD
Just... Wow.
Wow.
AWESOME! Had to watch it for my Philosophy class. Glad we were forced to. REALLY glad. I loved it. I loved it, I loved it, I LOVED it!!!! Ah!!! I wish I had time to WRITE! xD Christof made me want to write Gideon! <3 (That ending was made of WIN.) <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Gah, Yinyx-muse (a.k.a. Alice) gave me loads of plot bunnies for fanfiction CRACK! Most of it involves stories that would just be made to play around with the reader's heads... but there is one I would REALLY like to do, and is less... um, cruel.
I want to write eeeeet!
But I's got work to do. =( Current Mood: impressed |
| Sunday, May 4th, 2008 | | |
Posted on May 04, 2008 @ 7:53 pm
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ZOMG
Three. Cups. Of COFFEE. LATER.
My muse Gideon has left me long ago and I am now currently fighting off the muse formerly known as Yinyx (yes, I stole her name).
Yinyx be the crack muse.
Yinyx wishes me to write a story about the awesomeness and adventures of Wikitube, based on two (rather random and insane) MSN conversations I had with a friend where, basically, we decided that:
- Wikipedia and Youtube are the sources of Supreme Knowledge
-If combined, Wikipedia and Youtube will form Wikitube, which will be an all-powerful god of the WORLD
-I am the Prophetess of Wikitube. Once Wikitube establishes its new world, I will ask for the powerful Wikitube to fill England with flying penguins and swimming pandas, since I like England very much.
-Wikitube will make the ENTIRE UNIVERSE be inside a computer, where Wikitube will be able to control it. The friend I was discussing all these crazy theories about Wikitube is majoring in something related to computers. Therefore, he is the Chosen One. Later on, we will find out he is Wikitube itself.
...Among other theories about Wikitube. Because we are both insane like that.
God, I love my insane friends.
ALL HAIL WIKITUBE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111111111
Caffeine overdose is - the - BESTEST. Too bad my brain is still asleep. But Wikitube knows ALL!!!1111 Current Mood: hyper |
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Posted on May 04, 2008 @ 10:19 am
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One of the worst mistakes I make while doing college work
…1,468 words of absolute crap. Yes, I know. I freak myself out, too. This rant was never meant to happen. It really wasn’t. And it was never even meant to be posted… But then I realized that I hadn’t updated this blog for days, and I already wasted time writing this… (When I should be working on that stupid BOOK for Social Sciences that’s supposed to be done in two days…) This is SO officially my part-time ranting haven until I find another place. I used to have another blog for this… But then I made the mistake of mentioning the website where it is located to a friend of mine (who has access to both my parents and important [a.k.a. needed] friends), and he even knows my username… So that place is not so safe anymore. Not like this one is. Me posting this as a public entry and all. xD I like the risk factor. Just not where the chances of people I know in real life getting to read this are extremely high. Games with chance? Heck, yeah! Reckless games with chance where it is obvious that I’ll lose? Err… Not so much.
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| Monday, April 28th, 2008 | | |
Posted on April 28, 2008 @ 4:08 am
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I fail at life.
I have a History test in 12 hours... Haven't studied a thing. I tried to. I really did. But I have this slight problem where, if something doesn't stick to me when it's first discussed in class, it is difficult as Hell to memorize later. Mostly because my mind just sort of vaguely recognizes it and then dismisses it as something I've already learned. Or maybe this is just me trying to rationalize my laziness. Either way -
I am so not going anywhere with my studying for this test. I just can't do it. Studying ir boring. And I lack the self-control necessary to force myself to do boring stuff.
I guess this must mean that I fail at life.
Because, as if that wasn't enough, I just wasted three damn hours taking a shower with my freaking pajamas on.
It's a cultural thing. At least half of it. Puerto Ricans have been known to take showers when we're stressed, when we're bored, when we're sleepy, when we're hungry, when we're ill... The list goes on. And I am definitely stressed, definitely tired, definitely depressed and definitely annoyed at life in general.
I'm not so sure about any Puerto Ricans who have taken showers in their pajamas, though. For three [wasted!] hours.
And now I'm whining. Whining instead of studying. It's almost 5 in the morning, and I should really be asleep, but no, I haven't studied, and I still have four interviews to do for this Tuesday as well as half an essay and - urgh!
Only now, maybe I don't give a damn. So I might just go to bed. Screw History class. B's in college are decent enough for anyone else, so why not me?
Because I'm a perfectionist, and I'm really messed up, and I've been tricked into believing that I must try to be like some sort of flawless person who doesn't even exist - or else I'm a failure at life.
It's interesting, really. I've been writing an essay during my [little] spare time about how people in this capitalist, globalized world have been made prisoners by this new sort of emotional colonialism where every individual is stripped of their group identity and made to aspire to be something that doesn't even exist - an unobtainable goal. How we now find ourselves with role models that couldn't possibly be imitated (the movie star, the billionaire, the supermodel). Or maybe that's not as new as we think, but I'm digressing, and this is not even relevant right now.
It's started to bother me how easily I can apply that stupid essay to myself.
Maybe I should go to bed now. I've started thinking about other things that I couldn't possibly do anything about and that always frustrates and depresses me to no end.
It sucks to be against neoliberalism. Heck, it sucks to know what neoliberalism is. It really, really does. Current Mood: annoyed |
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